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July 9, 1995
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Truth This blog is to explain to my friends what the doll pictures of me have been all about. I've been very lonely and became the perfect victim for little Japanese ball jointed dolls. I might sound a little weird right now but I'm okay LOL Here are the pictures: BLOG: catharinaclothes.blogspot.nl/2… DA: iriname.deviantart.com/art/Sca…
I'm actually pretty ashamed that it took such a toll on me without realising it. I want to thank Jessica for caring for me and noticing me that she worries about me. Thankyou again♥ The last photo was inspired by Dakota Rose, I did that because I made a video on YouTube almost half a year ago and got alot of people posting comments comparing me to Dakota Rose. First of all I was like: Oh, they just say that because the only western Gyaru they know is Dakota Rose. So I ignored it. After a while i grew more and more attached to the Dolly Dakota Rose look, I know most of my friends aren't interested in her and even dislike her. I must admit I do like the way she looks. But I think I need to let go of it because of the Dakota Rose drama and PS.
What started out just as a simple idea for a tutorial turned out to be an obsession with looking like a doll. I've even been trying to look for the circle lens Dakota Rose is wearing EVERYWHERE. I eventually let go of it. And I know it's impossible to look like a doll because I'm human. I almost let go of my role model Okarie Matsuoka! But that won't happen, I'm not going to let it happen.
I just wanted to be fair with you guys and let you know I'm okay♥ I hope you still like me. Because I'm still myself. The dolly world is a scary place, I got to taste a little, and DON'T try it yourself. I'm just going to leave the internet for a while. Finish my internship next week and have some time for myself. I will work on a Okarie Matsuoka inspired tutorial for youtube , A Catharina summer coat and Maxi dress during summer break.